I Dont Care Really...

Heyy
So Ive Decided To Go On Friday..
Im Convincing Myself That I Dont Care What Happens That I Hate Him And Im Not Even Going To Try And Look Good "For Him"

However I Find Myself With An Appointment On :
Monday For My Hair
Tuesday Getting My Nails Done
Wednesday Spray Tan
Thursday Facial, Eyebrows And Eyelashes
And
Friday-The Day

So Yeah Thats How Much I Obv "Do Not Care"
My Subconcious Is A Bitch

Anywho Atleast Ive Lost 2lbs Already :)
Agh Im So Scared And Him Being On Holiday In Zante With His "Boy Friends" Isnt Helping..
Im Not Normally Paro Bt I Find Myself Thinkin..'Is He Doing A Girl Out There'
(God Knows Theres Enough Skin On Show You'd Think Its A Butchers)..Then Hes Gta Come Back To Me..Fat Frumpy Me...I Didnt Even Care About Him 2 Seconds Ago..Hes Messed My Emotions Up...

Stupid Boy..
Stupid Me..
Stupid Fat..

Thank You For The Support :) You ado Make Me Smile And Thank God Noones Called Me Stupid Yet Lol

I'll Keep You Posted

Countdown-5Days
Loss-2lbs
Emotion-MindF****d

Remember-Been Called Anorexic Is Much Better Than Been Called A Fat Minger x

x :) x