Ahhh! Im Moving Out!

O.M.F.G
Im Moving Out?!

Like No Seriously Ive Got A Room And Everything...
If You Knew How Scared I Am...
I Cant Be At Home Because They Feed Me Like Ima 5Year Old..
But Im Scared With Living With "Party Animal" Students..The Girls Seem Nice Tho...Hmm
Have Any Of You Moved Out And If You Have
-How Old Was You?
-What Was It Like?
-Am I Doing The Right Thing?

I Had A Dream Last Night
A Dream About My Life, I Married A Man Called Herbert (LOL) And I Was Pretty,I Was Happy, I Even Had A Little Family..
But
He Cheated On Me He Cheated On Me With Ana(yes that was her actual name)
He Left Me, I BrokeDown, I Wanted To Hurt Myself...I Woke Up In My Dream An I Was In The Hospital, All My Family Had Come To See Me, My Mum Spoke To Me And Said That She Doesnt See Why After Everything I Done I Still Want Attention..She Said Shes Had Enough And Didnt Want Anything To Do With Me..Obv I Was Baffled..I Asked Her What Happend I begged Her Not To Leave Me Alone
And she Turnt And Said
"I Dont Want To Leave You, You Left Us, Ana Took You And I Know Your Never Coming Back"
So It Was Me That Cheated It Was Me That Lost My Family To Ana...

It Makes No Sense As Im Bulimic-MIA Controls Me-I Mean I Control Mia

Actually I Dont Even Know Anymore...
Shes Gone And I Want Her Back..Whenever N Talks To Me She Disappears..
Should I Choose Love Or Mia?
Do I Even Have A Choice?
Do I Want To Not Choose Mia?

x :/ x