Heyyy :)
So i was talking to my "friend" about my plans of how im gonna go about uni and what im going to do when i have to move to norwich and as we're on the same course he decided to share too
and ohno..
he said this lame thing about how he thinks itd be a good idea if we move in together to save money ¬ ¬ lol
then we started talking about whats going to happen after we finish in 2years
he wants to come back to london eventhough we have the option of staying up there to work with KLM
i want to stay incase i cant get a job back in london and then im stuck in that endless jobless graduate circle
we sat in silence
we both knew what was going to happen
but we didnt want to admit it
its weird now that hes not my official boyfriend i felt like i had no right to tell him hes right or wrong
it hurt to know that he was so adamant and didnt jus say its ok il stay with you
im such a selfish cow
all i said was "well you know we're not long term anyway"
BITCH
all he said was "i'll love you forever no matter what you know"
X
The Weight Issues
Haven't really weighed myself since me and the boy started talking again i dont feel like ive gained but i dont think ive lost
Best to maintain rather than gain though aye?
Weighed myself this morning 67.4kg
Not Good..
But I Will Get To 60kg By 20thSept :)
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Lilah Lee-i hate how boys can eat literally everything and not have to worry about gaining weight :( my friend eats ALL the time and hes skinny as ever im so jel lol i annoy him saying hes skinny but i love the way he is...muscley and defined bt skinny not like the hulk lol x
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