And The Pain Goes On..

How life has changed
How my life has changed
Its unbelievable

I want to run and start a new life
I want to stay and be strong

I love my family and friends
I hate myself

Apparantly you cant love anyone before you love yourself...
So what am i a hypocrite?

Because im fat and disguisting
I cant look at myself in the mirror
I dont want to leave the house

I hate myself!
So do i really..maybe..possibly..
Hate everyone ?

Fat Causes So Many Problems Half Are Only Health The Other Half Are Emotional Physical And Mental..

Someone Help Me..