Back On Track!! :)

Right so got my new laptop im not gonna be on my phone anymore so i can do actual posts.
i will post daily-ish lol

 i have a plan to get skinny again im upset that i cant seem to stick to my restricting im like doing good all day.. get home and eat like a starved child.

my motivation has more than gone its vanished, left, deserted to say the least because of uni my priorities are all over the place :(

im going gym monday-wednesday-friday but the boy goes with me (following..literally) and after about an hour and a half he wants to leave..i swear i could live there...

anyway because my restricting to max 1000calories my body keeps flactuating (if thats the word..im tired)

so i have a new plan i literally just saw this on some website so im copying (cat) and going to give it a go

Day1:1000cal                                      Day2:400cal                  Day3: 300cal
Day4:400cal                                        Day5: 500cal                 Day6: 450cal
Day7: 650cal                                       Day8: 650cal                 Day9:400cal
Day10: 300ca                                      Day11:400cal                Day12: 500cal
Day13: 450cal                                     Day14: 650cal               Day15:700cal
Day16: 400cal                                     Day17: 300cal               Day18:400cal
Day19: 450cal                                     Day20: 500cal               Day21: 650cal
Day22: 700cal                                     Day23: 400cal               Day24: 300cal
Day25: 450cal                                     Day26: 500cal               Day27:450cal
Day28: 650cal                                     Day29: 700cal               Day30: 400cal
Day31:FAST!!



doesnt look too bad right?
i like that i have a guide because with my 1000max limit im like yhh its alright if i eat this...and this...and this...oh forget it..binge.

bad times

anyway i was at work today ll ill and dying of tonsalities(the throat thing) im literally like all looking dodgy and out of any day or anytime to come in...my new sexy manager comes in :S why?!! why me??!! whyyyyyyy :'( he saw me all ill and dying and ahh he must thing im a hobo definetly lool

i saw him on facebook but i was like allow that ive met him like once..how eager would i look seriously i need to stop my facebook stalking Ha!

anyway girlies i hope your all good :)
and healthy and skinny and Beautiful :)

love to you all

xxx

Im Sorry :/

What a horrible human being!!
im so sorry for been ghost but uni started and its been non stop :'(

im goin uni 9-4 everyday working 6-10 two evenings and 9-9 on sundays and gym whenevr possible...
Seriously im dead!!

been living off ProPlus and i was losing
I lost like 5lbs on that jenny craig bulls#%& but im so busy i was eating when i got in at night and too tired to refuse a takeaway...like everyday

Seriously what a tramp!
aghh i hate my weak self

But on a good note coming back on here and catching up with the lovely bloggers has made me relise that i should be no.1 in my priorities list....
Theres no point of living this hectic life fat!
Lool i chat s%&* i know but im high and waffleing

Anywayzz
News!!
*i got some sexxxxyyyy new manager...like OMG i want to die when i see him like seriously the eyecandy is unbearable!! i want him in my bed NOW (slut) !!
*the boy asked me to move in with him?!! sorry what?!
yes he asked if we could move in together...ermm

*Weight Issues*
sexxy manager off till the 20th
CW-a disguisting 11st....err
'Realistic' GW-10st 5lbs
MY GW-9st 10lbs

A pound a day isnt impossible isit??
Neway my lovelies i shall be back very soon
Hope your all well And beautiful

Remeber-Saying No To That 'Snack' Is The Start To Something Beautiful!!

*mwah*